It's just that he asked about Yuukai, and I told him I got it from Senji and there was this... his yoki got... horrible. And then it stopped. And he asked me to live with him and I can't - I can't leave here, I have to say for work and besides, he doesn't have a vault in his closet and if I were with him all the time, I-- I can't breathe around him sometimes, I don't know. So I said I couldn't. But I guess I said the wrong thing or said it the wrong way because he hung up on me, and I hate it when he does that, I just feel so...
I don't know. So I guess I chased him a little. But he said I don't trust him, and he wants to switch partners and I asked him - I begged him not to, because I don't want to be away from him, even though I know I should but I guess he doesn't like that. I mean that I think I should. But he said I should work it out. But I already know I can't work it out because I love him. Senji, I mean, not Isley. But Isley is... I don't know. He makes my heart hurt. But that's not enough. Nothing I do is enough, and I don't know why.
[And now she's... crying. A lot.]
I know. I know. Everyone but me would just get away from him. But I can't, Irene, I... it's so complicated. It's not just about me, and even if it were I still miss him when he's too quiet, and I--
I even miss him now. Even though he's making me really mad.
...infodump time.
It's just that he asked about Yuukai, and I told him I got it from Senji and there was this... his yoki got... horrible. And then it stopped. And he asked me to live with him and I can't - I can't leave here, I have to say for work and besides, he doesn't have a vault in his closet and if I were with him all the time, I-- I can't breathe around him sometimes, I don't know. So I said I couldn't. But I guess I said the wrong thing or said it the wrong way because he hung up on me, and I hate it when he does that, I just feel so...
I don't know. So I guess I chased him a little. But he said I don't trust him, and he wants to switch partners and I asked him - I begged him not to, because I don't want to be away from him, even though I know I should but I guess he doesn't like that. I mean that I think I should. But he said I should work it out. But I already know I can't work it out because I love him. Senji, I mean, not Isley. But Isley is... I don't know. He makes my heart hurt. But that's not enough. Nothing I do is enough, and I don't know why.
[And now she's... crying. A lot.]
I know. I know. Everyone but me would just get away from him. But I can't, Irene, I... it's so complicated. It's not just about me, and even if it were I still miss him when he's too quiet, and I--
I even miss him now. Even though he's making me really mad.