It isn't that I wanted to reject him. That's incredible nerve-wracking and I guess he gets frustrated. With me. Because I guess I do reject him a lot [...yeah, think about that.] and even when -- well, anyway. I know he cares about me. Is that weird?
And yes... Senji's always known about that. It's just that-- I wish you'd been here. It's hard to talk about. We were... for I guess maybe nine months, he and I were... well. And we lived together and... then Riful tortured him, and he d-- well. I fought her, and I almost-- it could have been. Very bad.
That was the day Isley came to Anatole. Everything has been different since then.
So. Senji knows. That's why we've separated. He thinks he makes me more dangerous. And he does.
Thank you, Irene. I... you're family to me, too. And I-- I don't think I'm very brave. If I were, I wouldn't be afraid all the time. Of... Riful, and of myself, and of Isley. Him most of all.
sob. I'm sure everyone's comfortable with yoki spikes from Isley roflmao
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[She sighs.]
It isn't that I wanted to reject him. That's incredible nerve-wracking and I guess he gets frustrated. With me. Because I guess I do reject him a lot [...yeah, think about that.] and even when -- well, anyway. I know he cares about me. Is that weird?
And yes... Senji's always known about that. It's just that-- I wish you'd been here. It's hard to talk about. We were... for I guess maybe nine months, he and I were... well. And we lived together and... then Riful tortured him, and he d-- well. I fought her, and I almost-- it could have been. Very bad.
That was the day Isley came to Anatole. Everything has been different since then.
So. Senji knows. That's why we've separated. He thinks he makes me more dangerous. And he does.
Thank you, Irene. I... you're family to me, too. And I-- I don't think I'm very brave. If I were, I wouldn't be afraid all the time. Of... Riful, and of myself, and of Isley. Him most of all.